hahaha...
enak kalo nulis sesuatu dimulai dengan tawa...karena maksud tertawanya akan bisa diartikan banyak..maka tulisan inipun bisa dimulai dengan arti yang banyak dan membawa kepada kemisteriusan...

bisa jadi sinis...
bisa jadi tertawa kecewa...
bisa jadi lucu...
bisa jadi tertawa sombong...
bisa jadi....
bisa jadi....

sadarkah bahwa ternyata penyesalan akan kesalahan membawa konsekuensi?
bisakah berubah menjadi baik tanpa intrik dan warna warni?
benarkah pengampunan Tuhan tanpa syarat?
benarkah ada teman yang bisa menerima kita, waktu sedang benar dan waktu sedang salah dan mao benar??

for you that wanna go back from your old wrong and dark ways..i'm with you, bro! because that's where i am now..
I am still on my way...I am walking or at least trying my best to walk in the right and brighter way at the moment..wanna walk together with me? more that happy to walk with y'all...

some people might be better than you..they never make a mistake..they always live in holy and rightous way, they are better in anywaysssss...

but don't worry about them...

The only thing we need to do
1. Don't make the same mistake again.
2.Think more before you do something.
3. Ask your true friend for advise and consideration.
4.Careful before you decide something, think of the consequences.
5.Parents know more that you do sometimes so ask them.
6.Pray for guidance and confirmation!
7.Pray for peaceful heart and rightful mind to make a step.
8.Pray again
9.Pray again
10. Pray and decide.

Mudah2an dengan langkah2 diatas banyak hal bisa kita lakukan dengan baik dan lancar...

it does not matter how much money will you lose...
it does not matter how many enemies you will have
it does not matter how many friends have you lost and couldn't get them back..
it does not matter how many consequences you should face after your mistake..

what matter is...

you don't lose hope because there will always a hope for everybody to be a better person..
you may see every single friends of yours now become enemies..They hate you..they think you sucks...they think you are so bad..they think you are a sinners against God...but if you look very careful inside your heart..YOU WILL KNOW GOD WILL NEVER BE YOUR ENEMY..
you might lose all your friends...but you will never lose friendship with God..
You will face a lot of heavy consequences but you will know that God will be with you to go thru all of them one by one...

what matter is..you will still have hope, compasions, companionship, peacefulness, friendship, love, care...

just say with me, friends...
GOD, I AM SORRY, I MADE A MISTAKE OR EVEN A LOT OF MISTAKES, BUT I TRULLY WANNA BE A BETTER BUDDY.. I NEED YOUR HELP COZ I KNOW YOU WILL MORE THAT HAPPY TO TAKE ME BACK...

donnYBotak battles on Saturday, March 15, 2008 ||